*Disclaimer* hrmmm... This would seem it is very much bordering on an emotional outpouring on a blog. Something I usually despise. It really isn't. It's more a warning to myself for when I look at this six or seven months in the future to NOT DO IT AGAIN.
On the other hand, I feel like I wasn't entirely in the wrong and rightfully so, but I did the more grevious wrongs it seems, desipte the fact that I was doing a damn good job. So that is frustrating.
So sometimes it seems to me like: I ignored this formal job description that I was hired to do. I did a different job very well. Because I didn't follow this prescribed path and role, I got spanked.